| despite my very best intentions, i sometimes manage to hurt feelings due to Just Not Thinking.
this site was a platform on which i grew, which i accomplished exponentially during the 3 years i wrote here. there was much heartbreak, and even more disappointment, but along with that was an emerged sense of self i'd have never gotten otherwise. what i know about me is that i need to write - and that if i don't, i will nickel and dime my sanity away.
it's time to put alla this shit behind me. due to my process of self-discovery, i have been able to find a relationship that is based upon all of the things my previous interactions lacked - honesty, respect, unprecedented physical attraction, fun, fidelity, and connection. to name a few.
my past is what i've built upon, the humble and dirty beginnings of the woman i am today. i.e., i had to go through what i went through to learn what i learned to make different choices to be here now.
i want to be here now. not there then. there is nothing for me in any of these pages.
i am done looking back; all i want to see is the present. and the future.
my life is sweeter because of you. i hope you can forget the words that were here, because the most important things have not been said yet. |
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